Somebody That I Used to Know

This song speaks to me right now...

"But you didn't have to cut me off
Make out like it never happened and that we were nothing

....

Now you're just somebody that i used to know..."





I'm going to start ranting and it might be a little depressing and I'm sorry.  I know that one shouldn't post personal stuff but I'm going to and again, I apologize because I said I was done with the depressing stuff.

I'm happy you are happy and everything seems to be going right for you.  I know I'm the one who initiated the break up but it doesn't mean that this isn't hard for me.  I'm sorry I was distant towards the end...I'm sorry for a lot of things.  We just didn't start off in the best circumstances and I wish we would have met later.  The time I got to spend with you was amazing. I miss listening to your voice when I call you, I miss your morning texts or calls that would wake me up (even if I sounded like I didn't at the time), I miss saying goodnight to you and saying I love you...I miss when we were able to lay in bed next to each other.  I just miss you...I know I said that I didn't like certain things about you and I never meant it to be that I didn't like you or want you.


Again....I'm really sorry if you sat through this thing and read that.  I could go on all night but I don't want to sound more of a bitch than I really am.