"But you didn't have to cut me off Make out like it never happened and that we were nothing
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Now you're just somebody that i used to know..."
I'm going to start ranting and it might be a little depressing and I'm sorry. I know that one shouldn't post personal stuff but I'm going to and again, I apologize because I said I was done with the depressing stuff.
I'm happy you are happy and everything seems to be going right for you. I know I'm the one who initiated the break up but it doesn't mean that this isn't hard for me. I'm sorry I was distant towards the end...I'm sorry for a lot of things. We just didn't start off in the best circumstances and I wish we would have met later. The time I got to spend with you was amazing. I miss listening to your voice when I call you, I miss your morning texts or calls that would wake me up (even if I sounded like I didn't at the time), I miss saying goodnight to you and saying I love you...I miss when we were able to lay in bed next to each other. I just miss you...I know I said that I didn't like certain things about you and I never meant it to be that I didn't like you or want you.
Again....I'm really sorry if you sat through this thing and read that. I could go on all night but I don't want to sound more of a bitch than I really am.